Saturday, October 2, 2010

An email to my nearest and dearest....

I tried calling you. Then I tried calling T.
No luck. Still alone and dying to talk to someone.
That's why I blog so much.
Feels like someone is listening...
I need a fucking hug. Too many tears today.

I am so fucking lonely.
Today is the first time I've cried since coming here.
Cry like bawl. It's becoming painful... all this loneliness.

I need someone to talk to... in person.
A living, breathing person that I can touch if I just put out my hand.

A lot of creativity, not enough human connection.
I'm off balance.
I need balance.

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